Last night had to be one of the worst nights ever. The Boyfriend and I got in our first official fight and all over shit that happened awhile back. After hours of talking upstairs about a variety of things from ex-girlfriends/boyfriends, my previous mental issues and drug use, we decided it was finally time for [...]
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Tonight, as I sat in a circle with The Boyfriend at my side, and my sister and her boyfriend, we discussed many things, and giggled at many as well. I was speaking to my Dad tonight for the first time in forever, and none of what he was saying was making any sense. Someone said [...]
Well, I can officially say I’ve used more than a crappy vibrator now! Finally, after two nights of having a box of sex toys calling my name, The Boyfriend and I finally got some use out of some of them. We pulled everything that we might like to use out, laid them out for easy [...]
Upcoming: FetLife Fridays
Posted: July 30, 2010 in FetLife FridaysTags: FetLife, FetLife Fridays, kink
It’s only about a month away before we start doing FetLife Fridays here on The Rantings of a Tortured Mind – XXX Rated Edition. Every week (on Friday), we’ll be featuring the best content from around the quickly evolving social networking site for kinksters by kinksters. If you haven’t joined FetLife yet, you should! Unlike [...]
Seriously, it’s getting kind of tired now and I’m starting to just feel frustrated. At least once a day everyday (usually a hell of a lot more), I’m experiencing these twinges in my clit and then I spend the rest of the day massively craving a spanking or desperately wanting to flog The Boyfriend. Last [...]
Finally, after almost two week of not getting laid, and after spending the entire day feeling rather passionate, I finally got laid. It took me changing out of my clothes, putting on a dress type thing, and taking off my underwear. At first, I was completely thinking, “It’s mostly my fault it’s been so long, [...]
Just the Thought of It
Posted: July 18, 2010 in RantingsTags: blog, Body Image, Communication, Insecurities, porn, relationship, Self-Esteem, The Boyfriend
He hasn’t watched porn in awhile. He claims it’s been since I sent him the nasty Facebook message (and that he has had no desire to do so), though I’m pretty positive last week someone watched porn, because the web history was deleted and the only time that gets done by the guy in my [...]
