He hasn’t watched porn in awhile. He claims it’s been since I sent him the nasty Facebook message (and that he has had no desire to do so), though I’m pretty positive last week someone watched porn, because the web history was deleted and the only time that gets done by the guy in my [...]
Posts Tagged ‘porn’
Just the Thought of It
Posted: July 18, 2010 in RantingsTags: blog, Body Image, Communication, Insecurities, porn, relationship, Self-Esteem, The Boyfriend
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Problem with Sexuality
Posted: June 12, 2010 in RantingsTags: Alfie, Friend, Masturbate, Masturbation, porn, Pornography, sex, Sexual, Sexuality, The Boyfriend, Trust
I hate that I have such a problem with The Boyfriend being sexual without me. From porn to masturbating, I have such a problem with him watching or doing either of those things, without me. It shouldn’t bug me. I’m the most accepting person I know of the fact that we are all sexual beings [...]
Bad Chat…
Posted: May 27, 2010 in RantingsTags: 23, Alcohol, Alfie, Alt.com, bdsm, Break Up, Chat, Chatroom, Hot Tub, HP, Kids, Laptop, Maturity, porn, Red Dead Redemption, relationship, Sanitation, sex, Sexperience, Sexual, Sexuality, Sexually, Sexually Transmitted Disease, Sexually Transmitted Infection, Sister, Smirnoff Ice, Statistics, STD, STI, Strip Club, Stripper, The Boyfriend, The Gent's Club, Video Game
Tons to write about tonight… From unsanitary stripper hot tubs to the most exciting part of my day, hopefully I’ll be able to keep it together So first big bit of news, guess what I got today?!?!?!? I’ve been saying I wanted one for years, and guess what folks? I finally got it. That’s right [...]
You Can’t Always Get What You Want!
Posted: May 24, 2010 in RantingsTags: Alfie, Cock, Communication, Facebook, Family, Gilmore Girls, porn, relationship, sex, The Boyfriend, TV, Valerie Land
These last couple of days has been completely unsatisfying. From lack of communication to sex that ends badly, it’s just been a series of days that makes me want to cry. After reaching my breaking point with the whole porn thing, I wrote The Boyfriend a message bitching about it on Facebook while he was [...]
Bawled My Eyes Out
Posted: May 16, 2010 in RantingsTags: bdsm, Friend, Internet, Mama T, porn, sex, Sex Addiction, Sex Therapy, Sexual, Sexuality, The Boyfriend
So today, has not been a good day and I don’t think it’s going to get any better. Probably worse, but not better. As the kids and I are heading over to Mama T’s house today for an amazing barbecued dinner, The Boyfriend says he’s probably gonna go straight to sleep. And I say, “Yeah [...]
Sexting Reply
Posted: May 14, 2010 in Rantings, WTMFI WednesdaysTags: Apprentice, bdsm, blog, Dominatrix, Domme, Fetish, Insecurities, Lifestyle, Modeling, Munch, Participant, porn, Professional, Rant, relationship, Screaming Violet, sex, Sexual, The Boyfriend, Twitter, Work, WTMFI Wednesdays
For 15 weeks, I’ve been doing WTMFI Wednesdays (almost religiously), and I’ve gotten a few quick comments but no serious participants. This morning, I woke up and checked my e-mail, like every other morning, and I had a comment notification. I hopped on over to my blog to check it out, and imagine my excitement [...]
WTMFI Wednesdays – Week 15: Sexting
Posted: May 12, 2010 in WTMFI WednesdaysTags: Answers, Comments, Cyber Sex, DVD, Masturbate, Meme, porn, Pornography, Question, relationship, sex, Sexual, Technology, The Boyfriend, Webcam, WTMFI Wednesdays
“R U LOL?” This Week’s Questions Have you ever used your cellphone to send racy pictures or messages? Do you use a webcam for sexual purposes? How often do you have cyber sex? Do you use the internet to look at porn? Do you think X-rated content is too easy to access or too difficult? [...]
